Stressedful...

I dun like when I feel stressed. I hate it so much. There so much think that make me stressed when I'm come back to my hometown. I dun want to stay here but I've no choice at that moment. Now I just wait for the time for me to comeback again to KL and live there like before. My life already there since I go there to live for the first time long about 7 years ago. More longer I'll stay here more crazy I will feel. If I have the power n chance to turn the time I wanna be at KL again. Oh GOD please show me the way to overcome all this.

I feel stressed with a lot of thing start from inside of my family member no matter from my Dad, my Mum, my Bro n my Sis as well. All people around also give me pressure. I was really tension with this situation. What is going on with them... I just be who I am and I never disturb others matter. So I do hope that they also not bother me n what I want to do as well. Like have been normal to them to talk about others matter but never see their own problem. What the F**K.

I hope after Eid I could find somewhere else to stay. My heart isn't here anymore. I love my family but I think this is the best for everybody. I'm sorry but this is the best in order to make all people hepi. 

I feel like I HATE my self tonite...
I'm sorry guys I couldn't be as gud as what u aspect...
I promise that I will be better n better from time to time...
I know what I promise coz I already promise to my self too...
I will change but it takes time so hope all could understand my condition...
The pressure will keep me more stressed...

This is the song that really suite on what I feel now...