Today entry is about the day that we will celebrate the winning day after we go through the fasting month. So today Hari Raya come to invite us as the victory to Muslim people. I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri to all my fren either they near or far. Maaf Zahir & Batin. I personally from the bottom of my heart would like to say sorry if I was did something wrong to anybody either direct or indirectly. Thanx a lot also for those who reply my comment on FB, reply my SMS wish n so on. I do hope also u guys will hepi no matter where u celebrate ur Raya with the love one. Careful when u guys travel to anywhere.
I dun like when I feel stressed. I hate it so much. There so much think that make me stressed when I'm come back to my hometown. I dun want to stay here but I've no choice at that moment. Now I just wait for the time for me to comeback again to KL and live there like before. My life already there since I go there to live for the first time long about 7 years ago. More longer I'll stay here more crazy I will feel. If I have the power n chance to turn the time I wanna be at KL again. Oh GOD please show me the way to overcome all this.
I feel stressed with a lot of thing start from inside of my family member no matter from my Dad, my Mum, my Bro n my Sis as well. All people around also give me pressure. I was really tension with this situation. What is going on with them... I just be who I am and I never disturb others matter. So I do hope that they also not bother me n what I want to do as well. Like have been normal to them to talk about others matter but never see their own problem. What the F**K.
I hope after Eid I could find somewhere else to stay. My heart isn't here anymore. I love my family but I think this is the best for everybody. I'm sorry but this is the best in order to make all people hepi.
I feel like I HATE my self tonite...
I'm sorry guys I couldn't be as gud as what u aspect...
I promise that I will be better n better from time to time...
I know what I promise coz I already promise to my self too...
I will change but it takes time so hope all could understand my condition...
The pressure will keep me more stressed...
This is the song that really suite on what I feel now...
Today I would like to share a few sweet memories in my part of my life before with a few of my lovely people.
Firstly, this is my legacy. I would like to say that these are the most coolest and happening group I ever had in my life. All of us was really close to each other like a real brothers. We are like family already. I really love them so much. Even though sometime we had a lil bit of crisis between each other but we manage to solve it properly. We had a lot of fun together. Even now we are not really close like before but i still love them. There are a part of my life too. I really miss all those moment that we had together such as karaoke (we love it so much), get to outing together every weekend ((the important thing every outing we gonna have a theme to follow like what u can see one of example on this photo, a theme for that day was black n white) really enjoyed it, its cool to walk around together with the same color), leparking at QBistro n Tasek Permaisuri. Really fun to have all of them as a part of my sweet memories of my life. Miss u guys a lot Zull@Angah@Kembhong, Memer@Alang@Khemort, Syazwan@Achik@Konthot, Edy@Ucu@Kejhung, n me Ryzz@Along@Kerthu. Hehe. Really cool. Love u guys forever...
From left: Ryzz, Ejam, Otam, Mirul n Amir
This picture capture a moment that i never experience yet and this is the first time ever. This is my first time get to hangout with all of them but we was really close and have a gud day together. My roommate Ejam wanted to to go back to his hometown so he ask me to follow him also, so I think why not I follow him to his hometown at Melaka. I've been there before but just not really know the place also with the people. This would be my experience to see close their people and also their culture. Ejam introduce to me his frens there like Otam, Mirul, Amir at a lot more actually but these who i'm most close and see a lot in 3 days I'm at there. They are really cool people to be a fren with like Ejam for sure. Even though I'm not seen them again but we'll still keep contact at phone, myspace (before) and facebook (current). Really glad to know them and I hope that I will go hangout with them again when I go to Melaka one day. Thank ualls for the great moment to me especially to Ejam. Thank you soooo much. Miss u guys also.
From left: Wan, Zaid, Ryzz, Zikry, Ip From left: Ip, Nab, Nonoq, Ryzz, Ari
All people in this pic was my frens at my hometown. They are my frens here but not all of them stay here just a few of them only. They are also a part of my life now. Even I knowing them not really long time but a few month also already see the chemistry between us. I don't have frens at my hometown so now I have them and I love them also. My most closest fren was Ip, Nab, Zikry n Ari. Now only left Ip here with me. Others already left to their study place, working place n so on. Only during holiday they will comeback here. Now is nearing Eid Fitri so I'm excited to see them again. Really miss them also. Hope who was still frens with me will still be fren. Hope so. Amin.
That a few moment with a few gang I close with I can shared. There's a lot more to show but it will not enough I guess if I want to share but from time to time I will shared it. I'm wanted to meet all of them soon. Hope that the day will come again. Hope so. That's it for this time. I'll come back soon with a new post. See ya!!!
Today my feeling a bit mixed up with a lot of thing. For now, only writing in here could I did. I have nobody for me to express my feeling. So here is the place that I can did it. I don't why today I'm feel all kind of feeling from one to one another. This is so distracting my self. Hurm, no one could understand what I'm feeling. I'm stressed.
Firstly, I really disappointed with my dad a lot. He seem really not fair sometime toward take care about our feeling but to others people he react like his own child. So unfair. What make more I angry is when my brother wanted to drive car he never give. I know my bro doesn't have a license but same goes to my sis as well. But to my sis he a lil but more chill compared to my bro. Today, he gave to my sis couple that known as his new "adopted daughter" that also don't have a license at all to drive. Oh gosh, what the ****. I know that that girl was taking care of my sis right now and she the one who sleep at the hospital but its not the point he need to gave the care to her. I'm totally disappointed with him. But what to do, he think he has the right to tell n do whatever he like n want. Fine! Just do whatever u want. I dun want to care anymore coz I know I love my mum a lot more than u as my dad. U always said that we as your child always make u ashamed but dun u think that u also did many thing behind us that will embarrassing us as well. Sorry dad, I'm just say what the truth. Actually not about that thing make me feel disappointed about u, but that the one thing from another la. Hurm....
Secondly, I feel so miss to my lovely sis Ayu a.k.a Ryan. Since she's at the hospital I'm a bit lonely at home. No one could I shared a lot of thing together. She the one who close more with me rather than my bro. Get well soon my lovely sis. Miss u a lots.
Third, I feel a bit lonely without the love one right now and bcoz of that I always remembering my ex's. Not all of them la. Just a few who really I love a lot. Maybe if I still stay at KL, I will not feel lonely coz I have many frens there that can always be with me. Miss my lovely frens there. Wait for me frens, I'll be back to KL soon.
I think enough for now, too much already I guess. Next post coming right away. Peace yaww!!!
Today, we already a half way in Ramadhan. What already u archive? I hope for the best of what i just did in this month. I'm sure all of Muslim also hope for their best too. We hope so. I'm also very sure that most of us are preparing them self for this coming Eid. At this time a lot of us are getting busy from preparing this coming Eid. All of that need to be new from cloths to the house appearance and also the dishes like cookies, main course in the morning and so on. I also started to make all those thing as well.
Today was not really a good day for me and my family. My sister was needed to stay at the ward to check what exactly happen to her. Always getting sick all the time. hope nothing bad. I also actually feeling not really well today. Start from have a migraine, then now having a sore throat and it feel like to have a fever. Hurm... Too bad at this moment all those thing need to happen. Maybe it coz of a uncertain weather change or it bcoz of now is the season. So now, all people must take care of their own health same goes to me. Always take a medicine when u feel sick. Its not an excuse for us not to fasting when we fall sick unless it really need u to not be fasting or ask by a doctor.
I think its will enough for now. I will post again later from time to time. Have a wonderful day in this fasting month. Even though now everybody are excited counting for Eid to coming. Finished what u need to finished first. Huhu. Hepi Fasting guys.
Hye all, today I decide to START to create a blog back since long time ago. I've already got a blog before but maybe my commitment for updating a blog frequently not really my interest so I decide to removed it. But now, I think the time is come for me to have a NEW blog back. Now, I have a lot of thing to share with everybody. So, lets BEGIN it with my style. Hope I'm being welcoming too as part of the blogger world. Hope we could support each others. :-)
